In my own Little world....

inu_chan000 @ 2009-11-08T01:15:00

2009-11-08T07:25:05Z

Ive come to realize something....

I know lots of people, some even comment that Im somewhat popular and outgoing

but when i think about it, none of those ppl will ever we the ones I reach to or reach to me.

If I Know lots of people...and they call me their friend...then why do I always feel so lonely :<

Has anyone else gotten that?

Maybe Im to blame, since im so easily disconnected

aahhhhh~ its obvious im in a weird contemplative mood

besides this, been busy with school almost 24/7 :< fml.

durhur

2009-10-06T07:38:50Z

Its not new news but....

I RANDOMLY LOST 15 POUNDS. in like a month. WOOO SCHOOL AND LIFE STRESS. ( it also helps I run like a fat bastrad on the tredmill ince and a while)

go me.

other news:
I GOT A NEW PUPPY!
her names Jolene and she's a Toy Yorkie~ At first I had REALLY iffy feelings for her, because im still stuck up on my other dogs
(Kimi and Johny) that have to live in Cali. But over a few days she got my heart and won me over! Shes so friggen cute it hurts!
I still miss my older babies like WOAH, but I have to face the facts that they aren't technically mine anymore :/ still love them

need to post pics of her soon

and uhhh..as always boys are wierd+stupid.

and uuhhh.......thats pretty much it, theres some friends I wanna SHOOT IN THE FOOT..but not everyone can be perfect

im also debating if I should be G-DRAGON for halloween and carry some towels sayings its GaHo

LOL K-POP I FRIGGEN LOVE YOU *choke* fo cerel I do though...

QUESTION

2009-09-25T22:38:56Z

QUESTION FOR ANYBODY WHO HAS TIPS:

Okay..I have terrible dark under eye circles, so much that my eyes sink in
its much less noticeable with cover-up..but I have wearing so much all the time :<

does anybody know of a cream that ACTUALLY works for curing this? Ive used so many (cheap ones though) and none to seem to have work

I even use cold cucumber slices and ice cubes but nothing. ughghghghghg.

I know I need to sleep regulary and all that healthy stuff, Im doing that lately and I just need that extra boost of help!

other then all this: I HATE SCHOOL. BOOOO.

inu_chan000 @ 2009-08-29T02:15:00

2009-08-29T07:18:46Z

so umm.......

can anyone ......sum up on whats been happening with "BLEACH" ..over the last 3 years.....

I dont even know if thats even humanly possible but.....I really do like the series...i just kinda forgot to continue with weekly scanlations....

... ..like....after chapter 112. fml.

other news: I FEEL FATT AS A WHALE...SOMEONE..HARPOOOOOOOON ME.

Shit happens

2009-08-23T10:57:57Z

wow....I haven't posted in about....5 weeks?

Alot of things have taken a huge turn for me these last few weeks.

I thuroughly enjoyed my trip to California, as usual. But even there I was still stressed XD

But my biggest stress...was saying goodbye to my pet Pugs-lee. Its been officially one week since his passing.

Its so odd....within a 24 hour period It went from me playing and holding him in my arms....to seeing him almost lifeless on a table.
He must have been at least 16...which means I had him for 12 years in my life.

This was the first time in my life..ive seen someone I love die in front of me. Sure, Ive had other pets pass...but never under my watch or presence. I know it sounds selfish....but I had always kind of hoped that id be back In Texas when it happend.......

Even though it was hard, Im glad I stayed with him .....my gave never left his ...as his opened and closed his eyes for the last time. I also held his paw softly to let him know its okay, that I was there. I held it until he was offically procliamed dead.

fuck, im still crying even writting this. Not even at my own relatives funerals have I felt this much sadness.

It kills me to know I cant hold him anymore, I cant laugh at his funny antics....or that I wont see him jumping for my attention when I walk into the house. I feel like I came back to texas broken hearted.

for those who knew him, he was always a delight and something to laugh over. And for those who dont....Im sad to say theyll never know now in person.

As far as other events....:

Were finally moving, me and my mom are moving into an apartment....its much closer to my college. My mom decided and made the deal as I was still in Cali. So since I arrived Ive been trying to pack little by little.
I myself, am trying to move out to California by next summer, me and sami decided over an apartment we liked.
I fucked up my left foot 4 days ago....looks like ill be limping for the first day of school XD

well...thats all basically it..ive been disconnated from the interweb world socially. I havent even checked LJ in over 4 weeks...so Im sure ive missed out.

(and I havent even been on 4chan for 5 weeks..LOL feels liek a detox program...i miss you /p/ section)

wow....this is a long post. Sorry for all the sappy sadness....once again. Im hoping ill be out of this rutt soon enough.

c'ya.

I am SO livid ATM.

2009-07-15T03:24:34Z

BAD FEW WEEKS HAVE BEEN BAAAAAAAAAAAAD.

But then we all have those....

BUT I WAS HOPING THAT ALL MY DAMN STRESS AND WORRY WOULD RELIVED THIS WEEKEND.

but noooooooooo.

I have such stupid friends sometimes. fo cereal.

I suggested To my friends a week ago that we all go to Moody Gardens and see how many exhibits we could get into for
25-30$ They all LOVED the idea and we were gonna pull through it this weekend.

But then I get a call today saying "we all decided we'd rather go to Video Games Live this weekend"
Im cool with the idea....but then suddenly "Oh its 50$ admission"

FML. LOL SORRY WORLD. BUT IT MAY BE EASY FOR YOU TO SHIT AN EXTRA 25$ AND MAYBE 10$ FOR FOOD AND GAS BUT LOL I CANT
Its been bad enough to get that damn 25$.

friggen ai..... I cant even see harry potter tonight, Im trying to save up money for when I leave for California next wednsday.

SO ALL IN ALL. Even thought it was my idea to do something with my friends, im left out again. fuck.
(even thought ive mentioned plenty of times im poor and im trying to save up money...)

I cant wait to go to Cali next week, i need out of this shithole life and ppl.

UGHGHGHGHGHH sorry I dont mean to bitch AGAIN, but its been just wave after another of stress, and I was SO EXCITED and looking forward to this weekend.

whatever, ILL HAVE AN AMAZING TIME IN DISNEYLAND. hah.

EDIT: wow..reading this back....Im still such a damn kid. Either way its still shitty what happend...but it doesnt help that my pills prolly are making me more emotional :< dayum.

dong nabbit

2009-06-19T08:09:47Z

I Love it how when I lose weight....

THE FIRST THING TO GO DOWN IN SIZE ARE MAI BEWBS.

dangit.

HOW I FIX DIS?!

and other news; Ill be in California LA mid July. wee snaw ; D im also a blonde now. durp.

AND OMFG AVATAR CONTROLS MY LIFE. WRY DID I GET INTO IT TOO LATE?!!

Wow Im lazy

2009-05-25T09:44:28Z

so....

My surgical procedure has been done and over with....

and there was ALOOOOT OF PAIN AND DISCOMFORTNESS AFTERWORDS. Lemme tell ya. Did I mention I hate pain killers?

Its been about 2 weeks now since, and ive been In my house with no physical human contact (Cept mom....she was there to spoon feed me

sweet potato mush <3)

For the first time yesterday I was given the okay to walk outside my house for a little bit. GOD IT FELT SO GOOD.

And ive gotten paler o__o and lost..10 lbs.

I have one more week I have to stay home and heal.

And my first plan of action once I get to the outside world :

Get myself a fuckin Margarita. MMMMMMHHHHHHHMMM.

hope people are doin good! AND FOR THOSE WHO WENT TO FANIME: YOU SUCK. .....I kid. Hope you guys had fun (actually Im not kidding)

more people should text me. DO EET.

inu_chan000 @ 2009-05-12T01:03:00

2009-05-12T06:04:07Z

Surgery is Tuesday May 12th, if you need to get a hold me please text me for the next week-2 weeks.

DONT CALL PLZ. Im going to be soo drugged out up the wazoo..so im sure you WOULDN'T want to talk to me via phone.

inu_chan000 @ 2009-05-04T20:16:00

2009-05-05T01:18:36Z

SO WHO ELSE IS EXCITED FOR THE KUROSHITSUJI MUSICAL??

:D !!

in other news, FUCK MY FINALS.

and:

durrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrp.

http://eplus.jp/sys/web/s/kuro/index.html#navi_cast

What to do what to do...

2009-04-28T21:03:17Z

GUNDAM 00 S1: COMPLETE

ROLLERCOSTER OF EMOTIONS MUCH ; O ;

Im debating on whatching S2 now but..i know if i do that.....i wont study for finals....WHICH ARE NEXT WEEK

DURPDURPDURP COLLEGE.

OH YEAH, I CANT GO TO THIS YEARS AX, AGAIN.

My operation date falls too close to the con, and I need to come in for checkups 6-7 weeks later.....ugh

So im glad I havent gotten my tickets, and already cancled my plans for cosplay groups (CRYCRYCRYCRY)

Its a bummer I cant go again, but I look at it this way..miss AX.....AND MY LIFE WILL CHANGE FOREVER.

IM LOOKIN AT YOU AX 2010!! (GOD ILL BE 20~! FUCK IM GETTIN OLD)

p.s. Now that I FINISHED S1 of Gundam 00........I LOVE LOCKONXSETSUNA...but I dont mind TieriaXlockon either.....

whatever, Tierias is everyones bitch anyways.

Chuuuu

2009-04-25T07:48:12Z

Im pretty much over my sickness now shoo im happeh :D IN WHICH ILL WRITE ABOUT MY ADVENTURES OF ANIME MATSURI

FRIDAY-
I COULDNT GOOOOO!! *crycry* I had tutoring that day and no ride to get there sadly :< (this is when I wish I had a car..)
so im supa dupa bummed that I missed the LOLI fashion show!

Saturday-
Arrived there early 11am in the morning~! Stephani and me both went together, so yay she was sweet enough to give me a ride too! Then we mett up with my love Delphine! (I LOOVE HER) And mett one of her college friends ANJI.
NOW I AM IN LOVE WITH ANJI TOO <3 Shes so DAYUM SWEET! We hitt it off soo quickly and were such great friends now! yay NEW FRIENDS!
We went to the cheescake factory for lunch, and just lazed around the mall then back to the con, lazed around, then went back to the mall later to laze around more (ITS THE WOODLANDS MALL FOR GODS SAKE! For us Kingwood people, its an event!)
Now the real reason I came to the con was for the Miyavi concert. IN WICH I GOT SUPA PASS FO WEE!!

We lined up at 5 for the concert that started at 9, it had sssuuch a huge delay man! But when we finally were admitted in, I wont lie....
I was a bit dissapointed..it was STANDING ROOM. Not that I mind in other situations, but hey I paid aloot extra for that event....
AND IT SUCKS WHEN PPL FROM THE BACK WERE PUSHING THERE WAY THROUGH TO THE FRONT.
That concert fuckin hurt! I almost passed out due to ppl squeezing me so much, I couldnt even raise my hands up to push my way back.

But when miyavi hitt the stage it was amazing! Like I said I almost passed out people.....but then the most amazing thing happend...

I CAUGHT MIYAVIS SWEATY TOWEL. THE ONLY ONE HE THREW.

IN WHICH I ALMOST DIED LOL.

I honestly DID NOT MEAN TOO. I was in a haze, to the point people were asking me if I was okay...then i saw something coming towards me, and out of reaction I lifted my arm to catch it (FINALLY had the space to).......and DAYUM once I had it girls attacked me.
In which I was like "FUCK NO!" and fell to the ground for them to stop atacking me..and keep my towel( HEY its worth 30$ alone XD )
I had a girl right next to me...when she saw i had the towel she started BAWLING...and 3 other people came up to me afterwords
the concert to shake my hand and congradulate me...and huggs...:O

NOW I DO NOT CARE IF YOU LOVE MIYAVI SO MUCH YOU HAVE CRAZY LOVE FANTASIES IN YOUR DREAMS EVERYNIGHT ABOUT HIM.....
ITS VERY NOT COOL THE WAY MOST OF THEM ACTED! My poor friend delphine..someone actually elbowed her hard enough
to where she almost threw up! And someone scratched her to the point of bleeding! She was just standing in her stopp too!

Fuckin fangirls I swear.
and LOL Miyavi I love ya, your a cutie....BUT YOUR VOICE AINT THAT MUCH TO CRY ABOUT IN PERSON
..love ya.

And after the concert we proceeded to chill in the room (WISHING THE BAND MEMBERS THAT PASSED US THANK YOU! AHAHAHA)

Sunday-
LAZY DAY!! I saw so many great friends It was amazing! Checked out the dealers room again..and only bought a Miyavi t-shirt, NO MAN PRONS THIS TIME(LAME) and said goodbye to my loves Delphine and Anji one last time after cheescake factory!

Overall:
This year I found the con AMAZING!! I had fun taking pictures with Takuya Angel (HES SO SILLY) And the break dancing girl (I FORGOT HER NAME ATM IM SO SORRY) and her cool dads autogrpahs and pictures! It was just great to chill at a con..in which I hadnt been to one in over a year! YIKES! This con was one full of GREAT MEMORIES! I made new friends as well as kept in touch with old!!

Random fun times:
* Flirting and cracking a phalic joke with that HAWT GUY FROM HE J-ROCK BOOTH (ANYONE KNOW WHO HE IS? A/S/L PLZ!)
* Whatching the car show from our hotel window..and spying on ppl doing NAUGHTY THINGS >D
* DANCING AND SHAKING MY BUTT AT PPL WAVING AT US FROM THE CAR SHOW TO OUR HOTEL WINDOW LOL.
* SEEING SARAH (HEART) RYO, CHELS, LILY, WHITNEEEEY, AND OTHER PPL.
*CATCHING MIYAVI TOWEL (almost as good as catching a kyo barff ball)
*TAKING PICTURES WITH SEXY BOIS AT THE CON. I have no shame.

..and thats it I think....

OH YEAH!!! SORRY KYANDI I COULDNT MAKE IT TO THE FASHION SHOW!! And I LAWL on how we both know Anji! What are the odds!
If you have another fashion show next year ILL SO GO! I WANT TOOO!

and I realize there is no LJ Cutt...HA.

P.S. GFBUYFGUDGF IM ON EPS 21 OF GUNDAM 00 AND SHIT IS OS FUCKING FANTASTIC!

SHEPOOPY

2009-04-22T05:19:37Z

I FAIL

WANNA KNOW WHY?

Cause instead of writting a happy go luck report on Anime Matsuri....

IM GOING TO BITCH ON HOW I HATE BEING SICK AGAIN >O

BITCHBITCHBITCHBITCHBITCHBITCH.BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITCH....done

umm sorry to people who have been trying to get ahold me me. When im sick...I dont look at my phone.

I just sleep. eat..then go back to sleep.

Its a hard life.

But anyways, its confirmed that my surgery for my nose (Damn deviated septum.....) will be on MAY 12TH.

WOOOO.

btw I love GUNDAM 00!!!

anyone know where I can get a haro ..the ones that talk to you and move around? They seem pretty rare XD!

Life is good

2009-04-14T03:01:47Z

ANIME MATSURI FUCKIN ROCKED

I didnt cosplay, which honestly was a good idea on my part XD fun to just LAZE AROUND!

Im so happy I got to see old friends and kinda touch base with a few

AND OLY SHIT SUPER PASSES FOR MIYAVI.

MOTHER F***ER, I ALMOST DIED. I hate groupy fangirls. Ive Known Miyavi when he was still 'MIYABI" and I still dont think hes a god so STFU
scary fangirls that almost killed me.

Overall, I had much more fun just running around and taking FOBBY pictures with con guests and looking at pretty boy eye candy,

Ill write a better report later on with pictures ;D WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Dear world: YOU SUCK

2009-04-03T04:43:44Z

once again, i have stepped into some major LIFE DOODOO

Just got the quote from the doctor...about my DEVIATED SEPTUM, and of course..NOT ENOUGH IS BEING COVERD BY INSURANCE
.
This is extremely disappointing....since hes the 3rd doctor we've looked into, and which all the prices have been more or less the same.

I NEED THIS SURGERY. I cant bloody breath through my nose, which makes me lose sleep (and you can tell by just looking at me)
and have terrible eating habbit's( I eat alot when Im super stressed..and with my wierd sleeping schedule it doesnt help)

so here's to depleting my bank account money. woopie.
and with that...im having to cutt alot of costs in my daily life. Im actually writting down of what needs to be cut in half or taken away from my daily life and luxuries. BOOOOOOO.

and did I mention college is KICKING MY ASS? For good advice...NEVER take a late start english class..or 8 week marketing course.

sorry for the rant..BUT DAMN. Just 4 more weeks phoenix....4 more.

on an super friggen awsome note....

MIYAVI NEXT WEEKEND OMFG GF876WERTF76ET 7C6T45R

WANNA SEE?

2009-03-17T21:29:34Z

WANNA SEE A PREVIEW OF MY TATTOO?

HERE IT IS.
Sorry for teh boobage.
His name is Puff the Magic Dragon...and he still isnt finished. Someday Ill get better pictures....that aren't taken at crazy college parties XD .

NO FRIGGEN WAY

2009-03-16T09:34:44Z

Emmy Rossum..........

The same girl, who was the main female role in Phantom of The Opera.....

IS ALSO BULMA FROM DRAGON BALL EVOLUTION?

friggen ai I didnt even know....

...Now I have a visual imagry of Bulma having a singing and dancing sequence in a bunny suite.

wut.

fgvdkfjhvdfgvuyg FUCCCCKKKYEAH

2009-02-28T10:25:42Z

GOING TO THE NO DOUBT CONCERT MAY 31ST AT THE WOODLANDS

YES

FUCKFUCKFUCKYES

I SWEAR IF I CAN TOUCH GWEN STEFANI THEY CAN BEAT ME TO A BLOODY PULP. I DUUUN CARE

AND ON TERRIBLE NEWS:
The insurace just called us back, and it seems the insurance cant cover most of my nose surgery like we had hoped.

DAMMNIT. I really REALLY need this done...for the sake of breathing properly again. So it looks like im going to have to pull money outta my ass, take some loans and cutt alot of costs in daily life. dammnit...I was so ready to get an Xbox 360 too.

B-DAY IS WIERD.

2009-02-26T01:39:24Z

I am now offically the ripe and odd numberd age of 19.

..........wut.

odd number= AKWARD AGE

and im really pissed that most of the friends i see on a daily to daily basis have not congratulated me on my day. ..or get me gifts.

asses.

Thats the last time I run out and pay 45$ for a DS game for them or a cooking sett....or a makeup sett...or circuit city gift cards.

W/E..im just being a materialistic bitch I guess :<

BUT MY MOMMY GOT ME NICE THINGS..YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

NOW TO FINISH A HUGE PAPER THATS DUE TOMARROW *CUTTS*

batshit crazy

2009-02-19T08:38:13Z

Things have been ALA crazy as of late

I have 2 dudes who Like me, and I really dont like either at all.
They keep trying to call, and Im just terrible at hurting there feelings :<
I DONT REALLY LIKE DATING. SRSLY, its so damn akward for me to open up to a total stranger.
I recently made up with a friend after a year of not talking or seeing eachother due to ALOT of shit that happend.
One of my best gal pals who's 18 wants to shack up with a 22 year old dude in a trailer who has no job, doesnt go to school and has a 8 month baby. Im losing hair everyday, I SWEAR.
Were finally selling the house again after re-doing and redecorating everything
Im going to be 19 in a fuew days and I feel like I havent done anything worthwile with my life yet :<
I miss my dogs SOO SOO DAMN MUCH, since they dont live with me anymore..im extremely lonely and miss my babies!
IM GOING TO GO SEE MIYAVI IN APRIL AT ANIME MATSURI. FUCK YEAH.
FINALLY BEAT NO MORE HEROS.
Gackts new song: JESUS...is so bamf, I feel like im going to hell

and I havent whatched anime or read manga in forever....dang.

But overall im doing pretty good! Just your typical teenage angstNwoe here and there! Nothing out of the NORM. Kinda.

I hope ppl are doing okay! best of luck in..WHATEVER!

inu_chan000 @ 2009-02-02T01:55:00

2009-02-02T07:59:12Z

God wry.
I've had the flu since Tuesday :<

But today I'm doing much better.

You wanna know one thing I HATE about college?

That if you miss a day.......YOUR KINDA FUCKED.

I hate you english 1301. Oh so VERY MUCH. Dear god, even make up work for being sick doesn't excist.

booooooo :<

so on the diet thing......already almost 10 lb's lighter. GO ME. 30 more XD

God why do I suck so much.

2009-01-26T05:33:55Z

WHY CAN I NEVER FINISH VIDEO GAMES??

Im like...
95%- Crisis Core
95%- TWEWY
70%- No More Heros

Im always deathly afriad of finishing games..BECAUSE OF THE LAST BOSSES.
Im a terribly emotional gamer.
Ill run around screaming if something jumps at me.
Ill cry if someone I liked dies.
Ill SCREAM into the game cursing if im frustrated.
And Ill get extremely nervous if someone of a higher level fights me

Which is why Ill never finish FFVII, FFX, FF12, KH2,..man I just SUCK XD

well...at least i have both cooking MAMAS and DOA2 under my belt of completion.... *CRY*

p.s. I wish I as good at FF games :<!

OKAY DONE RANTING. UGHGHGHG. DAMN FRUSTRATION

Honestly

2009-01-18T08:30:09Z

I really believe that when a person say "I need a Boyfriend/Girlfriend to function and be happy" is just a load of bullshit.

or maybe im just too much of an independent bastard to realize things. WHATEV.

personally, I think if your going to be in a relationship...it shouldnt be for damn insequrities .

WHAT IS SO BAD ABOUT BEING SINGLE?

IM HAPPY :D

.........Maybe im not the best example..you know...being such an independent bastard and all XD!

OKAY ANYWAYS, college has started again...I have school 2 days a week and I already hate it XD!

I SOOOOO TRANSFERING INTO FIDM~~(in my cool imaginary world)~~

and uhh...dieting again

yeaaaaaaaaaaaah.

There aint no place lyke TEEE-HAS

2009-01-09T15:22:20Z

So I just arrived back home to TX.

and I miss Cali already :<!!

But my TX friends are awesome, since a lot of them picked me from the airport, and treated me to I-HOP (SCORE!)

But the 2 weeks I was in California was very eventful!!

Finally Finished my DAMN TATTOO (pictures.....sometime later)
Visited FIDM, got an appointment LAST MINUTE with a counselor and got application things *crosses fingers*
FINALLY FOUND OUT WTF WAS WRONG WITH MY NOSE!!
WENT TO DISNEYLAND AGAIN (yaaaaaay!)

------====SPEAKING OF NOSE, i need to have a surgery for it XD~~ WOOO GO ME! It seems the left side of my nostril is totally blocked off and sometimes by the way I sleep can fluctuate from either nostril. I’m having it in May :D

It was also great to see Sami and Rose~~! I miss my home fries!

and I know it’s terribly late, but I hope everyone had great holidays and fun at ALA! (If anyone went..)

wooo!!

2009-01-02T01:40:26Z

CALIFORNIA IS AWSOME!!!

Been really busy the past fuew days! And I havent had computar accsess till now!

SADLY IM NOT GOING TO ALA! I have an appointment for my tattoo early saturday and sunday!'

Hope everyone has fun!